~I Miss You~
Foxx Kitsune’s Thoughts:

~I have returned, returned from the agony of death, only to realize the world..my world has become empty.  Nothing really seems beautiful anymore. Everything seems to melt together into a grey mess of things, leaving the surroundings around me dull..emotionless.  I have lost all interest in creating new booze for the Tavern, or bar tending.  I can’t even focus on my books, let alone have a decent conversation with my “family.”  Yet, I still smile to reassure all of them that I am just fine without you.

I Miss You

~I have returned from the cold grip of death with the hopes of seeing you again.  In the back of my head, I knew this would happen and I understand.  I guess I was just gone for way too long.  I knew you wouldn’t wait for me for one hundred years and yet, I still thought so foolishly that, perhaps, you did.  I still love you, though.

I Still love You

~I have returned to this world to journey from the other side of the world to return to your doorstep.  I nervously knocked at your door only to have another man open the all too familiar oak door to our house.  You greeted me nervously as I stood there, not surprised at all as you explained, “I thought…you were dead for one hundred years…I’m so sorry Foxx, I have found another…” I couldn’t hate you…I still don’t and being the nice guy I am, all I could say was, “I understand…I’m happy that…you found a more..stable love life” I said this as my eyes looked down to see a small child hiding behind the “father” We said our goodbyes and I turned to leave, reaching the woods before….I looked back.

I Need You

~I broke down next to a small, tranquil stream.  I couldn’t stop, my violet eyes spilling over with tears as I sat there in my own self pity.  I constantly told myself to stop, to be happy for her that she was happy now, that she had a loving husband and a…son.  I wasn’t angry.  I didn’t feel jealousy.  I was…sad.

   Who Was I To Make You Wait?

~I have returned to travel from the other side of the world just to return to the Tavern, heart empty.  My feet felt heavy as I walked up those old, wooden stairs and opened the screen door.  I was welcomed by comforting silence and darkness as I entered my old home.  Hours passed of me just sitting there, drinking my choice of poison and running through some thoughts before the loud creak of the door sounded in my ears.  My friends walked through, my brothers, my allies.  They saw me and welcomed me..one even have the heart to ask if I was okay. All I could do was Smile.

Keep Breathing.